In Sunday School yesturday someone asked me how I handle being too busy. I think I like to be somewhat stressed but not too stressed. Most of the time I am the one who adds stress to my life. Whether it is volunteering too much or making too many plans for the weekend.
But life can just be stressful. Recently there has been a lot of health issues that have affected our family. McKenzie has oversized kidneys and has an irregular heart beat. Which means I have to go to the doctor every week. My mom they believe had a mini stroke but they will never know for sure because she has a pace maker and you can't do an mri. My dad has been living with prostrate cancer but now they want to do radiation. Camden broke his wrist in March and it was on the growth plate.
To be honest all of these things did not stress me out that much. I have no control over health issues and just give them up to God. The stuff that really does affect me is others attitude towards me. Recently I found out that some people were talking behind my back. When others hurt me with words that is what affects me the most. I am trying my best to love these individual the way I am called to by my Jesus.
